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    July 02

    Results Coming Out Today

     
     
    they are coming out today, but i haven't got time to see them~
     
    this is the thing
    June 25

    what a beatuful day!

     
    u don't have to read it as i know it's being really long!  for short, i had a happy day today!
     
    today's probably the happiest day i had in school~ though i went to Thorpe Park with year 12 last Friday, but since i didn't know anyone there so it was just kinda be there as an adult because the school will need certain no. of adults to make the ratio that several students per adult whenever they are taken out having a school holiday.  that's the way it works... yep, so i did take several rides on my own, feeling a bit wired as ppl who were queuing watched me as being alien--that makes sense because i think few ppl would have been to theme park and taken rides alone! 
     
    ok, come back and talk about today's work.  first of all, as it's Monday, so the school go to the church to have civics, the students and teachers giving speech bit was na...but the song was really nice! 
     
    then, i had 2 periods with year 10 students doing their assessed practical.  basically was measuring water temperature and record them in tables and present in graphs.  they used test tubes to represent mountaineers and hot water inside to represent their body temperature which i though was just trying to make it more interesting to pupils.  this year 10 class is the worst class ever in this school, believe me!  the girls will Never Ever stop talking and walking around and shouting and singing and  tying their hairs and even doing make ups...it is really really hard to control them, no, i should say impossible!  yep, that's the word!  but yet compared to the first day of meeting them which really scared me, i did make friends with some of them who are relatively nicer.  when u talked to them, u will find out that, well, they are just kids!
     
    in the afternoon i had a period with year 7 students doing fun stuff, the iodide clock!  that was amazing, the chemical reaction took place at the click of fingers!  what we did is to make up a solution with a mixture of different amount of sodium thiosulphate solution, potassium iodide solution, starch solution and distilled water (this bit is to show off the academic part, for pupils, they would only call it as solution A B and C).  then we added solution D (hydrogen peroxide/sulphuric acid solution) to the beaker and start the stop watch, wait................there you go!  a sudden change from colourless to deep blue!  erh......i can't explain the theroy behind this, come on, just a fun lab for the kids!  i really enjoyed though :)
     
    after that i had a period with year 8 watching daphnia under microscope!  yeah!  and counting their heart rates and here comes the most exciting bit!  we watched together LIVE (projected to the board from the microscope) of a mom daphnia giving birth to a small daphnia!  it's been a really difficult job for the mom daphnia, the girls shouted, ''push!  push!''  it was lovely.
     
    and finally the reason as well accounts for today's happiness is i don't have shift this evening!  yeah!
     
     
    GeGe
     
     
    June 17

    明天开始教书了

     
    明天是去学校正式工作的第一天,所以绝对不能迟到!算了算,可能6点多就要起来了~啊~不要~
     
    介绍一下去的学校吧, 名叫St Marylebone Church of England School, 坐落在Marylebone High Street上,就在St Marylebone Church的后面。听名字就是教会学校,好像都是女生,绿色的校服,学校地方不大,由于隐藏在教堂后,绕过去便听得见孩子们的嬉笑声,还蛮有‘别有一番天地’的那种感觉。
     
    这次不是教数学,所以还蛮有压力的,虽说是science,physics ok,但要是碰到biology跟chemistry的问题,我绝对死蟹一只啊! 所以,保佑我吧~还有希望小朋友们不要太难搞就好了......
     
    因为被ban的缘故,这几天上网都靠去学校,本来今天来图书馆是准备看看教书要填的一大堆paper work的,真的是一大堆哦!结果反而到这里更新起来了,真是罪过......因为已经有一天没上网了,所以兴奋了点......哈哈
     
    这几天时而下雨,虽然时间不长,但是天也难得放晴,阴沉沉的,害我每次出门都好担心被雨淋,鉴于明天开始工作要平凡出门,今天终于买了把伞。包包里装着伞,出门都信心百倍呢 :) 
     
    加油!
     
     
    GeGe^-^
    June 03

    随笔

     
     
    最近看了些电影 看了些文章 感觉比较伤
     
    about love, what can we say? love is untouchable, isn't it?  if it is not, why Elizebath can't be with Will.  one day meet, ten years ashore. i was shocked, the power of love can be that unimaginable.  it is in the moive.  sometimes life is rather dramatic.  it may because of not the right time, not the right place that she can't be with him.  they know each other for quite a long time.  little pulse started from the very beginning, when she met him.  soon they became 'friends' that sort of say 'hi' when met during work.  she sometimes secretly look at him feeling embarrassed even no one noticed.  then she told herself that was wrong, she couldn't like him as he was so good.   time past.  they know each other more and things turned a little bit.  they found they had so many in common. she felt she could talk to him naturally no more officially.  time past, but nothing changed, they were still friends. and she thought anything more was impossible as 'friends' would remain.  turn over the page, same story, same pulses were going on, but they were apart, only destiny was playing a joke.  the story hasn't an end.  i thought she might regret as she chose to leave him. she lives in dreams but also in reality.   anyway, being friends are good,isn't it?  as they can share happiness and sadness, they can meet, talk even 10 or 20 years past, they can still be friends.  but lovers, either go to the heaven, or hell.  I thought it might because she's afraid, she watched too many moives, she believed life is dramatic, and she's just afraid of losing him. like Elizebath and Will, love is untouchable...
     
     
    GeGe
    May 17

    发泄一下

     
     
    这考试题目也太难了吧~~~~
     
    其实仔细想想 如果心平气和地慢慢做 也不能算很难
     
    可是一放到考场的环境下 不免会有紧张 时间掌控不好的情况
     
    maths算是没考好, 做了10道题 有些都是partly finished 总体觉得自己没放开 最先被第2道matrix的题目阴到了 接着做着的便都不太顺 其实考完再看卷子 发现选题有失误 一道简单的D.E题目因为看似不会而放弃了 其实~哎~真的是属于卷子里简单的题目之一了
     
    thermo-fluids 被老师阴了 fluid部分居然有4道是past paper里出现过的题目!  我还有一道没做好, 真是栽了.  thermo部分, 真想骂XX 两道大题都好难.  而且这次thermo-fluids明显前面8小题的难度提高了 这样就费了很多时间去做前面的8题
     
    总结一下 觉得这两门考试没考好的原因共同点是 都被一开始做的第一题或第二题给害了 fluid第一题就要查表计算 什么firction factor害我找公式又找不到 算出来的Reynold no. 六百多 又对不到图上  天 都还没进入状态好不好
     
    明天MMD千万千万给我挺住 让我pass吧! 虽然到现在manufacturing 和design还没有看过...material 呵呵...大家都知道是怎么个状况...自己都无语了...
     
    GeGe
    May 14

    写作问题

     
     
    受不了了
     
    看了几个以前同学的space, 记录大学的心情和点点滴滴吧
     
    那感觉好啊, 文字如水一般的流畅,画面如梦一般的朦胧
     
    让人感觉实在太有style了
     
    我就搞不懂了,
     
    为什么我的生活这么没型呢?
     
    为什么我写出来的东西那么没感觉呢?
     
    不禁让我想起小学初中的时候,语文真的还算不错的,作文也蛮好的
     
    那时候一直觉得语文这东西的天赋我实在是有的,而且是自己的属性,就是跑不掉丢不了的
     
    哪知道 进入高中 一切变了
     
    语文 作文 好像一下子没了感觉 天赋不见了呀 以至于作文一直停留在初中水平
     
    好羡慕写东西写得好的人
     
    而且连男生们写的都这么细腻 一下把自己给比下去
     
    觉得好像丧失了女人到最后都应该留有的温柔一样 太打击人了
     
    也许从高中开始 理科的压力让我慢慢地放弃了这种记录美好事物的美好方式
     
    从艺校毕业的我 也只有在从事从事文艺活动中体现了自己女生的一面
     
    可是 自己的思维方法却潜移默化地改变了
     
    很多人都惊讶 我为什么会读机械工程 我也挺惊讶的
     
    想来想去 还是自己喜欢 呃~我怎么会喜欢这个? 也许有原因吧
     
    呵呵
     
    突然发现 写了太多不美的文字了
     
    再感叹一下 为啥我写的东西这么没feel?
     
    请高人解答
     
    顺便征求提高作文水平方法
     
    GeGe
     
    P.S. 今天考完 Solid Mechanics 明天要考 Thermo Fluid  居然还跑来写东西 足以证明考疯了考疯了
     
     
     
     
    May 03

    开始季度更新

    怎么每次想到要更新的时候,都是有考试呢?
     
    这次不用说了, final exams 14号开始,21号结束 (好奇待啊~考完就解放了)
     
    由这两个礼拜的复习过程,我突然觉得我活到现在,好像从来没有像现在这么努力的学习过
     
    学得我人都傻掉了,以至于不知道再写些什么了
     
    当然咯,如果要我默写mechanics的derivation是可以的
     
    不行,实在挤不出什么东西了
     
    先这样吧
     
    GeGe
    January 03

    progress test

    aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
     
    dont feel to do any work yet
     
    but the tests just (less than) week apart
     
    fluid, thermo, mechan, stress anlys, maths,manufactruing, materials, design, mechatronics, report to do
     
    why mech eng so hard
     
    no one chose it for me but myself a
     
    arh
     
    even computing next term, feel dead, more workshop is ok, but more labs, arh...means more reports....dear me!!!
     
    gonna work from 2moro la!!!!!!
     
    wish me good luck!
     
    GeGe>_<
     
     
    October 08

    sorry gugys

    sorry guys~~~
     
    didn't be hardworking on this page~~
     
    the new term started last week~~
     
    and yet haven't made it any possible for my laptop to connect online~~
     
    got loads of work n reading stuff to do~~~
     
    n Y-E-S~ found out my room's leaking just after the day i paid my accomodation fees!!! 
     
    where's my luck gone? (just ask myself)
     
    bed is all wet~~~please do not rain!
     
    anything more? let me think~
     
    well, met new ppl in the new environment
     
    the college's cool~the fees also cool enough~
     
    lots of parties around~had been in some~no more interest left~
     
    still haven't got any chance to wear my lovely black evening dress~~pity~
     
    oh~yeah~~i start making myself sandwiches for lunch~
     
    recipe?  na~~~didn't mean to open it here~~~
     
    well~~ok~~~watch carefully,
     
    2 pieces of Kingsmill square white bread, medium, not thick, that's too much
     
    some tesco, sainsburys, M&S, waitrose or whatever egg mayonnaise
     
    2 pieces cooked ready to eat hams
     
    肉松少许
     
    老干妈black bean 豆豉啦
     
    and just put them together, done
     
    yummy~~
     
    ??no vegetables??  just realised that~~well, well, im a happy meat eater
     
    OK, enough time for relaxing
     
    time for essay!
     
    guess will c u guys soon!
     
    thank you!
     
     
    GeGe^-^
     
     
     
     
     
     
    June 10

    猛然间,是不是丢了梦想?

    其实生活中有很多别无选择,既然走上了这条路,就要试着让自己喜欢.兴趣不是最大的动力吗?
    如果这并不是自己最初的选择,是不是违心了呢?
    只会怀念过去的日子被自己论为沉沦,因而抱希望于将来.殊不知,自己忽略了今时.
    可是,我也一直尝试着努力,原来人性本惰.
     
    初来英伦,充满了新鲜感.到处游走,结识朋友.那股劲头不知该不该称之为"傻",谁知当时的朋友里有多少今日却成了过路者.
     
    宿舍的生活艰苦吗?除了第一天的茫然外,我却觉得很快乐.有过好多室友,长长短短,匆匆忙忙.第一位来自巴西的室友好漂亮,热情开朗.第二天就带我漫步Hyde Park,那一天,我们边走边聊,一直到深夜.似乎很有缘.在她搬走的一年多后,又一次与她相逢Hyde Park,我们两个拥抱在一起,旧友重逢.
     
    之后一个便是与我最有缘分的室友了,都是从同一个地方来.认识她是靠着她的一股清新气息.与她共室的一段日子真的很开心.一起学习,一起早起,一起吃饭,一起买巧克力,一起去museum,gallery.学艺术的她给我很纯的印象.后来,她搬去5区的homestay了,与她分开有很多的不舍.跟她一直都有联系,只是各自开始自己的生活,有时侯也会见见面,逛逛艺术馆,聊聊人生,因为她是很特别的,很安静的朋友,一如她的名字.再见她的时候,发现她更成熟了,对世俗看得淡然的孩子.虽然我们有很不同的性格,所追求的东西,但一定有什么共通的东西一直牵连着我们.
     
    后来,因为妈妈要过来看我.开始了自己找房子的经历.不停得跑中介,比较价格,地段,看房子,终于在妈妈来之前一天顺利地搬了家.房东Sacha很好,他刚有了一个6个月的宝宝Mila,很可爱.有妈妈在身边的日子很安心,她照顾着我的生活.有一次无意间知道了Sacha宝宝的生日,所以在搬走之后我还特别寄了张生日卡给Mila,Sacha夫妇也很逗的以Mila的名字回复了我一张感谢卡.他可以算是我在英国的第一个房东了,呵呵,尽管时间不长.
     
    年底的时候,跑了伦敦10km.是一个长跑活动,有三万人参加.这是我人生第一次跑了10公里一步都没有停过的!得了个奖牌以示鼓励,我仍然特别引以为豪,虽然没什么大不了的.似乎是得了两万八千多名,呵呵,不足一提了...
     
    2004年末,有幸去了BBC做了一次现场直播节目...的观众.本也可以发言的,但是不敢举手.第一次用了那种现场投票的机器,看见大屏幕上的柱状图里也有自己的一票. 那天认识了一个英国朋友Davinder,后来还与他们全家共度Chinese New Year.她的大女儿在Cambridge学Geography,二女儿要去Manchester学建筑,后来二女儿暑假和她的同学两人去Mexico,Canada,旅游体验生活3个月.真的好佩服他们.听着大女儿给我讲她去年去Brazil志愿支教一年的经历,我感触好多,而她似乎也不觉得这是多么伟大的事情.
     
    Easter的时候,学校的数学老师Mark和他的wife回家度假,所以让我帮他看着伦敦的房子.Mark和Laura,他的wife人都好好哦,带我到处熟悉周围环境,给我特别准备了房间.感觉很温馨. 只可惜,第二年Mark不在我的学校教书了.
     
    接着搬回宿舍,认识了德国室友Anja.很安静的人.跟她的话不多,住的也不算久,但很喜欢她的性格.Anja是室内设计师,来伦敦寻找工作经验.跟她的联系似乎更多的是在她回国之后,我们用书信的方式一直联络着.圣诞收到她的礼物也是又惊又喜!
     
    后来,认识了室友Amy,跟她这个小女孩一起做过的事情几乎都蛮疯狂的.很多很多...许多也是她知我知就好了的,呵呵...对伐?
     
    之间疯疯癫癫的又换了很多室友. 有来自西班牙,法国,智利,澳洲,
     
    再后来,换了英国室友Lisa.典型的OL型,因为工作地方离家太远,索性搬来Hostel住宿.跟她一起练了我的口语,所以我也特别喜欢跟她讲话.呵呵,其实我跟Lisa讲了许多小秘密,也许是因为她是过路人而已.
     
    (未完)
     
    May 17

    ImIsShOmE

    oh my god!
     
    it seems very very long ago that i did my last upgrade here, so happy to meet you again, my dear e-diary!  Fanfan, i had read yours, always being your style, practical, firm and straight forward!  i appreciate it.
     
    anything else to say?  yeah, i found my senior middle schoolmate who i haven't heard for nearly 5 years after my graduation by accident during the phone call with my dearest-high-school-friends-from-same-class  (Cici, GX, Xiao Ke, Money) to live support GX's perform.  well, story full of fortuity...
     
    and...the guy in Cambridge, Ling, email me after long time no contact as well, he was also in my peer group when in high school in Shanghai.  Ling applied for Cambridge directly from Shanghai and oops, got in! what a strong man he is, that's all i can say about him as i haven't met him yet.  hope someday next term we can make us officially meet and know each other.
     
    GeGe^-^
    March 23

    About Bravery--after reading Cici's

    http://spaces.msn.com/cxciic/blog/cns!BC8F9FC0C963FBDC!916.entry  (Cici's bravery--right click open in new window? ta)
     
    that's why we r growing up and think more sophisticated than when we used to look at things on their surface, feeling those were really ''deep''.   
     
    interestingly, we tend to pretend younger while we r actually elder, which's not brave enough to admit the ageing  of ourselves. 
     
    yeah, we r kinda the creature that like seeking small opportunity to fullfil our greedy imagination based on limited knowledge and chances to get more. 
     
    We are restricted  by morals, social rules and norms as we cannot behave however the ig tells us.  ig is primitive,desirable,selfish as from the point of view at this stage of civilization we may say that those are ignoble,nevertheless, they are there in our minds which are just covered well by practically-polite-and-always-being-so-kind image.  
     
    however, when you ask are there any signs of improvments?  I can't say none whatsoever. 
     
    but if you think over again, could it be argued that our bravery actually, i mean at least the arouse of being disregarded in part, comes from the very ancient features that we inherit from old era.
     
    we live in the society, then we are trained and self-developed to have our conscience.  we play the balances of the  contradictory ig and superego to find the best position, that's what we learn for all the life long. 
     
    some find it a happy thing because they see themselves growing up in a being-better way and get along well with others, their families, their lovers, their  friends and even strangers passing by.  some give up however, lack of bravery to face the difficulties?  
     
    bravery is good.  you need to be brave to yourself, to others too.
     
     
    GeGe^-^
    March 03

    things

    You Are 60% Weird
    You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right?
    But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks!

    February 25

    无语

    555~~~

    card was eaten被-by机器ATM 掉了~~

    GeGeT_T

    February 18

    May 去 Barcelona了

    ai~~~
     
    half term ends for me, but still carry on to my dear roommate, May
    knew her in January, a very nice girl (my good luck la~ always meet good people here)
     
    she's flyin 2 Barcelona 2day with Amy, which made me even more jealous (this sentence is written and seen by Amy, ha~ do u feel jealous for im sayin this to May?? yiyi~~~~~)
     
    Barcelona, said 2 b a romantic place in Spain.  many people dream 2 go there, right? also from the TV, ' Liu Xing Hua Yuan', it says a fountain somewhere there, when u drink its water, u will b back to Barcelona again.
     
    arh!  forgot 2 give Amy my 1p ??? !!! panic~~~~~~~~~~~~~a~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
     
    have a nice trip, May & Amy
     
    GeGe^-^
     
     
    February 11

    Half Term Yeah!

    xixi^.^.^.^.^haha^.^.^.^.^ hoho
     
    half term comes, party till early morning!  to celebrates?
     
    following GeGe's rules--do not drink at party--erm...good girl !
     
    taught them 'the Killer', could have been cool~
     
    add one and then go to bed
     
    gonna c Wendy 2moro--can't wait ^o^
     
    wish me a nice dream
     
    GeGe^-^
    February 10

    Sorry Sorry RENEW

    haha~~~renew this one to see my sincere apology to all~~~
     
    I went to Uni ov Nottingham yesterday, it took me more than 3h to get there, can't believe this!  bought the wrong train ticket--as it was not a fast train and got say about 8 or 9 stops between.  so on the train 2hours...
     
    why the bus 12 stop is on the such tiny little so called 'Mount St'? c, another 20 min to walk there from station--as i am not that rich to take a taxi elegantly, why following the routine is not accessable, yeah? so taking the public transport as told in the info given, that's good. erm...  and what so sh*t was that the bus only comes every 30 min and what even worse was i just missed the former one...sign~~~
     
    interview was incredibly easy, which made me thought if they did take it seriously enough.  i applied for MEng but surprisingly he told me 'we would offer you with BBC.'~~~no words~~~it's kinda lower themselves i thought...
     
    so tired~~~ anyway~~~
     
    GeGe^-^
     
    P.S. >> looking forward to Yuan Xiao Jie o~~tang yuan tang yuan tang yuan tang yuan tang yuantang yuan tang yuan tangyuan......
    January 27

    Happy New Year!

    ME
    GeGe
    that one
    is gonna be 20
    oh, my god!
    when i get up this morning, realizing what's goin' 2 happen in the next 48 hours...
    confused
    surprised
    pannic
    excited
    yes
    i told myself
    I am Ready!
    ?
    20!
    ~let's celebrate~
     
    ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
     
    Best Wishes
    to
     
    MUM & DAD
    *
    ALL my Family
    *
    ALL my friends
    *
    ALL the ones i love
     
    to
     
    ALL ALL ALL
     
     
    January 21

    better

    meet betterfeel better
     
    GeGe^-^
     
    January 20

    pretended lost

    =Just Like Heaven, a sweet and lovely story=
     
    =mine, not even a story=
     
    being sad for no reason
    wanna lost in the crowd
    are my ways strange?
    or why the one just cant feel
    i cant say more, do more, force more
    to set myself free
     
    wanted to be helped
    always looking for the right one
    always
    hoping whenever but unexpected
    that's the way to be romantic
    when turning around and
    oh
    he's there
    right there
    with one hand free to warm mine
    saying that he'll always be here
    be here with me
     
    =or, maybe it is a story, but a story starts with the end=
     
    GeGe